No matter how much those sweet words, those kisses, those action of yours, those feelings that are true.................sometimes, the fact that we may not be able to be together hurt me the most. Yes, what's important is what we have right now, 'each other'. When you know how hurt it is to lose the person that you love, you wouldn't want to feel the pain again. Well, I don't...........I think that's why I was trying half-heartedly when flirting with girls before, I mean before I'm with you.
It hurts, just thinking about the pain make my tears falls..
I don't know...
I just don't know..
I think I'd dig up my own grave this time...
God Please!!!! This feeling is killing me!!
I'm scared, I'm really2 scared..
Why???? Why must it be you????????
Why???? Why now????
Why???? Why....i love you so much....why???
Even if i want to take my distance from you..
Its gonna hurt me more by not being honest with myself..
Either way, both ways are gonna kill me someday..
Both ways are gonna hurt me someway..
I just want your happiness at its best...
That's all i want, that's all what i'm trying to do..
and that's all I'm praying for..
So please....
If only you know how much I love you..
If only you know how deep I fall..
If only.........
This part of me that's been wanting you just for myself...
Just for myself.....
